First of all, your use of EDL words is obnoxious, and always has been. And it really makes you look like an ass for trying to sound like you're better than me. Second of all, it is totally not my fault that YOU didn't want to keep in contact with me, so don't even make it sound like it's my fault. I have known you long enough that I can tell your tone from how you type. Third of all, You're dead to me.

So this past saturday was amazingggggg. I'm just going to leave you with that statement and keep the details in my journal ;]. Hahahahah. 

He's called me twice today! <3 He called me around 2-ish just to talk, and he called me a little while ago to ask me if I wanted to go with him on Christmas Eve to see his family. I'm excited. Also he invited me to a party that his neighbour is throwing on new years eve. I'm pretty excited about that too. 

Finals start next week, and they can't come any quicker. I want to get it over with but time is moving at the speed of grandma.

Time should move faster. Hahah

no. No. Noo. NO. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. FUCK. SHIT. TITS. BITCH. DAMN. FUCK. He got the RA job. I asked "Does this mean you're more likely to go to navarro next year too?" and he sent yes. He's fucking going to navarro next year too. DAMN IT he was supposed to go to UTA next year! He was supposed to be HERE! Near ME! Not an hour and a half away for an extra year than I thought it was going to be! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I'm really freaking upset about this. Can you tell? FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKk.

Thanksgiving break

I spent every day of thanksgiving break with him except thanksgiving. Which pissed me off because that was our anniversary. But wednesday night, I stayed til 1:30 am so we got at least SOME time together on our actual anniversary. At 1 am my dad texted me "Where are you?" and we had been cuddling and kissing, so I told my dad I was about to leave. Colin got a little sad like "You're leaving now?" so I said "do you want me to stay a little bit longer?" and he said "well I wouldn't MIND..." so I got back on top of him, and he wouldn't even freaking kiss me. So I got irritated with that, and left. I was upset the whole drive home. Friday, we went out that night after spending the day together. We went and saw Due Date, then went to Chili's. Then he made me drive to the mall to take him to game stop :P. And we haven't done things since AUGUST. Next time I go to Corsicana, I'm actually thinking about asking him if we can do things. I'm getting frustrated. 

But on wednesday, I was extremely moody. I went to the bathroom right before we left to get dinner, and sarah called me, so I put her on speaker while I was in the bathroom, and Colin started banging on the door because he was hungry and thought I went in there specifically to talk to sarah. So in the car I texted sarah "You got me in trouble >:P" and he was reading my text and he said "you're not in trouble." and when we were in the drive thru, we were talking about a friend of mine who is also from Venus and is pregnant. That's when he asked me when I wanted kids. I told him "I dunno, whenever I'm married." "And when do you want to be married?" "Whenever somebody proposes." and I apparently said that wrong and he got mad about that. I spent that entire time trying not to cry. And after dinner, he went and threw our trash away, and then came back. When he got back into the room I said "You know, you were too mad earlier to answer the same questions. When do YOU want kids?" and he said "Well that's really up to you. You're the one who has to carry it." "And when do you want to get married?" "whenever I think I can afford your ring." :)